Currently Te Presumo By La Banda el Recodo =[ =[ i wonder if i will ever be that girl ='( see related

I was browsing threw the internet.

And i was amazed how much  it talks about the way i feel. Most of my entrieds deal with my own life. But its seems is all benting.

I guess. Again ..Im having a hard time right now. i dont know if any one else ever flet helpless. like my skills are not adeccuate. having a hard time looking for a JOB, any advice on

how to move past my fear. besides....not making payment this month...I just dont feel conforted by my partner.....Like there is always something missing. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

i wanna scream my head off!!!! m='( i really dont know waht to expect. i hate this feeling.  

Types of Sex . . .

Social Security Sex
Two men were talking.  "So, how's your sex life?"
"Oh,  nothing special.  I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" 
"Yeah, you know; I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!"

old memories

i  was wrong we never seen eye to eye

How can you expect me to keep going on like this. When I wanted so much more??

Y CANT  I??

LOVE HURTS ALOT RIGHT NOW. U THINK U R SURE OF SOMETHING.

IM SO HURT RIGHT NOW.... IM TORN APART.EVERY THING CHANGED

BECAUSE i AM STARTING TO KNOW UR TRUE FEELINGS AND I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL. bUT I AM THE BITCH IN THE STORY. MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL MAKE SOME ONE HAPPY. RIGHT NOW MY HEART FEELS BROKEN.

me has roto el corazon

Currently We Are Not Alone By Breaking Benjamin see related

This sis a story of a girl, who cried a ariver and drowned the whole world.

  sometimes I feel like an ugly ducklingseems like u lost ur sensitivity

>3 why can u see i love u?

This is the worst feeling ever. Im always feeling so helpless.

Things arent going so great. I dont think i deserve this kinda of treatment either.

I tried so hard to do my best so that he will thrust me but it just turns for worse everytime.

Is just so unpredictable. I no longer feel my self . Yet I cant let go. I dont know if its me that needs

to do things better or whats going on. There so many things that I could change. yet the change is hard and

no im not perfect.

I dont even know how u feel any more????

define our relationship.

We have so much together....Im having a hard time getting ocustomed and i miss my old life.

I misss my Mexican roots. I miss my christian friends. I miss feeling comple.

Well at least like im doing something good. I need people in my life.

I just dont wanna feel trapped inside. I know why thrust people then again. i dont know how to be alone.

 i need to dream and live for something.......why wont u let me fly?

tell me why do i reason with you. Everything u say does make since.....but I just need u to show me a little more thrust and respect from you.

I never have cared this much about someone. i want us to be happy. I want to make u happy.

Y CANT  I??

LOVE HURTS ALOT RIGHT NOW. U THINK U R SURE OF SOMETHING.

IM SO HURT RIGHT NOW.... IM TORN APART.EVERY THING CHANGED

BECAUSE i AM STARTING TO KNOW UR TRUE FEELINGS AND I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL. bUT I AM THE BITCH IN THE STORY. MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL MAKE SOME ONE HAPPY. RIGHT NOW MY HEART FEELS BROKEN.