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Friday, October 30, 2009

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 02:42:27 GMT

MY LAYOUT IS MESSED UP!!!

i CNT FIGURE OUT HOW TO CHANGE IT.

HELP??

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 23:40:10 GMT

AS I SIT HERE THROUGH EARLY HOURS OF THE MORNING iM REMINACING ON MY EARLY YEARS OF COLLAGE EDUCATION.
I AM REMINDED HOW YEARS OF BLOGGING HAVE BECOME AN ADDICTION. AND AS A PART OF SELF EXPRESSION. SOME COMMUNICATION VEHICLE THROUGH CYBER SPACE.
iN A WAY IS TO SHARE MY ENTITY WITH THE REST OF THE WORLD. i GUESS I ALWAYS FELT LIKE AN OUTSIDER. WHICH I CONSIDER THIS TO BE THE ONE KING PAPA OF MY WEAKNESSES.
THOUGH I FOUND A COMMUNITY ON THE WEB I FELT WELCOMED. WE KINDA MADE A BOND BETWEEN EACHOTHER. BESIDES MY GLORY DAYS OF BLOGGING I FELT THE HOURS CONSUMED BY TIME HAVE LEFT ME FRAZELED. TIME SEEMS TO BE
SQUEEZING EVERY INCH OF SERENATY FROM ME. iT HAS LEFT ME FRAZZED. i AM STUCK BETWEEN THE LINBO OF TIME. aS I GO BACK TO THE DEW HOURS OF TOILING OVER CONCEPTS TO BE LEARNED. THE MANY TIMES I DENIED MY SElF FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD.
iT WAS LIKE I WAS IN A STATE OF TRANCE. WHICH I COULD HAVE GONE ON FOR EVER.
I MISS THOSE MOMENTS THE THE DEDICATION THAT WHENT INTO THE PEN. " AND SO I AM REMINDED OF THAT EVERYTIME I LOOK BACK
so THEY SAY THAT "THE PEN IS MIGHTIER than the sword"
Recollections of a soft lit light embracing white sheets of noteboooks. The chill of the night as it passes on assuring me that day will come. its only a few momnets before i slombe.
The enthusiastic and sort of play to beat the odds. It brought some kind of assurance. It was all i knew. life could not throuw me a fast ball. i have comed out of my borrow. i rember nights of sharing and of laughter.
Like my self and my companions were in search to take on the world. To conquer test by test and to get us thorugh to the rest of the school semester.The welcoming of a start of a new semester brought us closer to achiving or getting
closer to our goal. For what ever reason we have invision ourselves to be placed. those wonderful moments of dreaming. We were really in the persuit of happiness. or that it is my case.
I dnt really just want to be good enough i wanted to be the best. i took it all in i was knowledge thirsty. This was in a way a sort of empowerment. i found my self in control. There was a final point i was aiming to.

once that path became blurred by the consequence of times.;... future seemed muglled like a dampy road side of pudles the path was not so straight and easy to follow. it seems like when i hit that road blocked i sinked deepre and deeper into a satte of stacnation
where i could not cryout for help neigther could i help my slef. i shed tears over something i have begun to mourn. My sense of enthusasm It was absent.
yet i now long for those years........................................................>>>>>>>>..it is beyong comprehension.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 17:58:40 GMT

I remember when We used to laugh About nothing at all

 It was better than going mad From trying to solve all

the problems we’re going through Forget ‘em all Cause on those nights we would stand and never fall Together

we faced it all Remember when we’d Chorus: Stay up late and we’d talk all night In a dark room lit by the tv light

 Through all the hard times in my life Those nights kept me alive We’d listen to the radio play all night Didn’t want to go home to another fight

Through all the hard times in my life Those nights kept me aliveI remember whenWe used to driveAnywhere but herAs long as we’d forget our lives

We were so young and confused that we didn’t knowTo laugh or cryThose nights were oursThey will live and never die Together we’d stand forever

Remember when we’dBridge: Those nights belong to usThere’s nothing wrong with us I remember when We used to laugh And now I wish those nights would last

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Friday, July 17, 2009

Fri, 17 Jul 2009 02:53:14 GMT

Well this week i been readying magma. im supriced i finished the entire book. oh and i forgot to turn the books in oops.

<<<<dream of mirrors>>>

I have also doen alot!!! of moving and packing and now i have to organize.

But im really happy right now. I got to see my babe. We had an awsome time together. And im preparing to go visit my family. Im static at the moment.

this is how happiness looks and feels. hehhe. hmmm no matter where i am i prefer been with my babe and thingss will get better i know they will.

jujst a matter of communication and some compromising. any ways I hope that i will be able to travel pretty soon. besides that my godmother just contacted me on facebook from

the netherlands...would i love going there some day i hope to travel there and one destination is to go to the grancanyon. we would both love going there and maybe i will get the opportunity to

take my dad along with us. so he can show off, hahhaha.

my little brother lol

happy summer =]

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 23:36:53 GMT

I was browsing threw the internet.

And i was amazed how much it talks about the way i feel. Most of my entrieds deal with my own life. But its seems is all benting.

I guess. Again ..Im having a hard time right now. i dont know if any one else ever flet helpless. like my skills are not adeccuate. having a hard time looking for a JOB, any advice on

how to move past my fear. besides....not making payment this month...I just dont feel conforted by my partner.....Like there is always something missing. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

i wanna scream my head off!!!! m='( i really dont know waht to expect. i hate this feeling.

I M SORRY

i cant come to u everytime i feel lonely
i cant come to u everytime i m sad
everytime this pain that tears me to pieces
everytime this hurt shreds me apart

i cant take u for granted
or just as a refuge from blistering sun
a soft warm oasis of love

i cant keep u within me
i cant have u ruin urself for mine
every spec of incident that goes wrong
i cant come running in ur arms
every moment of hurt that befalls
i cant lay it on ur heart
the burden of living that i feel within
'cant make u carry it for me
the hurt of being without u
i cant just simply forget in your smile
i cant just treat u like a refuge
from my life my living my spiteful breath in world
i cant make u a bin for my emotions
i cant just unload all my broken dreams
for ive done that for many centuries
and ive yet lil more to live
ive drained all of ur energy
and made u restless every nite
i cant burn ur life for mine
i cant for ive got to drain thru mine
i cant live in your body
i cant make u live in mine
I cant just offer words without remorse
i cant just say without mean
i dont wanna make u come back to me
never want that for i know
i have only thorns in my chalice
for i know

i have nothing but pain in mine
i cant ask for ur forgiveness
for i know i dont deserve that
i just ask to forget me
for this pain tears me apart

go to page:http://lovedew.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 03:46:35 GMT

Types of Sex . . .

Social Security Sex
Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?"
"Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?"
"Yeah, you know; I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!"

Loud Sex
A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell."

"My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "it wakes me up!"

Quiet Sex
Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?"
She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!"

Women's Humorous Sex
My husband came home with a tube of K Y jelly and said, "This will make you happy tonight." He was right. When he went out of the bedroom, I squirted it all over the doorknobs. He couldn't get back in.

old memories

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 01:01:28 GMT

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 21:15:43 GMT

i was wrong we never seen eye to eye

How can you expect me to keep going on like this. When I wanted so much more??

Y CANT I??

LOVE HURTS ALOT RIGHT NOW. U THINK U R SURE OF SOMETHING.

IM SO HURT RIGHT NOW.... IM TORN APART.EVERY THING CHANGED

BECAUSE i AM STARTING TO KNOW UR TRUE FEELINGS AND I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL. bUT I AM THE BITCH IN THE STORY. MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL MAKE SOME ONE HAPPY. RIGHT NOW MY HEART FEELS BROKEN.

me has roto el corazon

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 04:53:45 GMT

This sis a story of a girl, who cried a ariver and drowned the whole world.

sometimes I feel like an ugly ducklingseems like u lost ur sensitivity

>3 why can u see i love u?

This is the worst feeling ever. Im always feeling so helpless.

Things arent going so great. I dont think i deserve this kinda of treatment either.

I tried so hard to do my best so that he will thrust me but it just turns for worse everytime.

Is just so unpredictable. I no longer feel my self . Yet I cant let go. I dont know if its me that needs

to do things better or whats going on. There so many things that I could change. yet the change is hard and

no im not perfect.

I dont even know how u feel any more????

define our relationship.

We have so much together....Im having a hard time getting ocustomed and i miss my old life.

I misss my Mexican roots. I miss my christian friends. I miss feeling comple.

Well at least like im doing something good. I need people in my life.

I just dont wanna feel trapped inside. I know why thrust people then again. i dont know how to be alone.

i need to dream and live for something.......why wont u let me fly?

tell me why do i reason with you. Everything u say does make since.....but I just need u to show me a little more thrust and respect from you.

I never have cared this much about someone. i want us to be happy. I want to make u happy.

Y CANT I??

LOVE HURTS ALOT RIGHT NOW. U THINK U R SURE OF SOMETHING.

IM SO HURT RIGHT NOW.... IM TORN APART.EVERY THING CHANGED

BECAUSE i AM STARTING TO KNOW UR TRUE FEELINGS AND I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL. bUT I AM THE BITCH IN THE STORY. MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL MAKE SOME ONE HAPPY. RIGHT NOW MY HEART FEELS BROKEN.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 10:06:03 GMT

1 I'm scared. Nobody's ever looked
at me the way you just did.

I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS FEELING ANYMORE.????

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liche85 iS THERE SUCH THINK AS A LOVE THAT KILLS...IT SEEMS TO DO THIS TO ME.

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Rata Blanca 4:54 JUST SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHIME i HEAR UR VOICE I CANT RESIST YOU. AND I FALL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN.

THE SHOW WAS AMAZING....HAHHAHA!! FUNNY i GOT THE WRONG AUTOGRAPH

AND IT ALMOST GOT ME KILLED. HECK. I DNT KNOW HOW HE WOULD LOOK IN PERSON.

LEAST I GO A LEAD GUITARIST SIGNATURE. LOL i LOVE u IM JUST to afraid of the future.